
Ours is
a time of almost daily jaw-dropping astonishment and often righteous
rage over the latest degradations of what matters most to civilized,
visionary people.

Any small, calm thing that one soul can do to help another soul, to
assist some portion of this poor suffering world, will help immensely.
You are right in your assessments. The lustre and hubris some have aspired
to while endorsing acts so heinous against children, elders, everyday
people, the poor, the unguarded, the helpless, is breathtaking. Yet
... I urge you, ask you, gentle you, to please not spend your spirit
dry by bewailing these difficult times. Especially do not lose hope.
Most particularly because, the fact is we were made for these
times. Yes. For years, we have been learning, practicing, been in training
for and just waiting to meet on this exact plain of engagement.
I cannot tell you often enough that we are definitely the leaders we
have been waiting for, and that we have been raised since childhood
for this time precisely.
...I grew up on the Great Lakes and recognize a seaworthy vessel when
I see one. Regarding awakened souls, there have never been more able
crafts in the waters than there are right now across the world. And
they are fully provisioned and able to signal one another as never before
in the history of humankind.
I would like to take your hands for a moment and assure you that you
are built well for these times. Despite your stints of doubt, your frustrations
in arighting all that needs change right now, or even feeling you have
lost the map entirely, you are not without resource, you are not alone.
Look out over the prow; there are millions of boats of righteous souls
on the waters with you. In your deepest bones, you have always known
this is so. Even though your veneers may shiver from every wave in this
stormy roil, I assure you that the long timbers composing your prow
and rudder come from a greater forest. That long-grained lumber is known
to withstand storms, to hold together, to hold its own, and to advance,
regardless.
...We have been in training for a dark time such as this, since the
day we assented to come to Earth. For many decades, worldwide, souls
just like us have been felled and left for dead in so many ways over
and over brought down by naiveté, by lack of love, by
suddenly realizing one deadly thing or another, by not realizing something
else soon enough, by being ambushed and assaulted by various cultural
and personal shocks in the extreme. We have a history of being gutted,
and yet remember this especially ... we have also, of necessity, perfected
the knack of resurrection. Over and over again we have been the living
proof that that which has been exiled, lost, or foundered can
be restored to life again. This is as true and sturdy a prognosis for
the destroyed worlds around us as it was for our own once mortally wounded
selves. Though we are not invulnerable, our risibility supports us to
laugh in the face of cynics who say "fat chance," and "management
before mercy," and other evidences of complete absence of soul
sense. This, and our having been to Hell and back on at least one momentous
occasion, makes us seasoned vessels for certain. Even if you do not
feel that you are, you are. Even if your puny little ego wants to contest
the enormity of your soul, that smaller self can never for long subordinate
the larger Self. In matters of death and rebirth, you have surpassed
the benchmarks many times. Believe the evidence of any one of your past
testings and trials. Here it is: Are you still standing? The answer
is, Yes! (And no adverbs like "barely" are allowed here).
If you are still standing, ragged flags or no, you are able. Thus, you
have passed the bar. And even raised it. You are seaworthy.
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In any dark
time, there is a tendency to veer toward fainting over how much is wrong
or unmended in the world. Do not focus on that. Do not make yourself ill
with overwhelm. There is a tendency too to fall into being weakened by
perseverating on what is outside your reach, by what cannot yet be. Do
not focus there. That is spending the wind without raising the sails.
We are needed, that is all we can know. And though we meet resistance,
we more so will meet great souls who will hail us, love us and guide us,
and we will know them when they appear.
Didn't you say you were a believer? Didn't you say you pledged to listen
to a voice greater? Didn't you ask for grace? Don't you remember that
to be in grace means to submit to the voice greater? You have all the
resource you need to ride any wave, to surface from any trough.
...In the language of aviators and sailors, ours is to sail forward now,
all balls out. Understand the paradox: If you study the physics of a waterspout,
you will see that the outer vortex whirls far more quickly than the inner
one.
To calm the storm means to quiet the outer layer, to cause it, by whatever
countervailing means, to swirl much less, to more evenly match the velocity
of the inner, far less volatile core till whatever has been lifted
into such a vicious funnel falls back to Earth, lays down, is peaceable
again. One of the most important steps you can take to help calm the storm
is to not allow yourself to be taken in a flurry of overwrought emotion
or despair thereby accidentally contributing to the swale and the
swirl. Ours is not the task of fixing the entire world all at once, but
of stretching out to mend the part of the world that is within our reach.
Any small, calm thing that one soul can do to help another soul, to assist
some portion of this poor suffering world, will help immensely. It is
not given to us to know which acts or by whom, will cause the critical
mass to tip toward an enduring good. What is needed for dramatic change
is an accumulation of acts adding, adding to, adding more, continuing.
We know that it does not take "everyone on Earth" to bring justice
and peace, but only a small, determined group who will not give up during
the first, second, or hundredth gale.
...One of the most calming and powerful actions you can do to intervene
in a stormy world is to stand up and show your soul. Soul on deck shines
like gold in dark times. The light of the soul throws sparks, can send
up flares, builds signal fires ... causes proper matters to catch fire.
To display the lantern of soul in shadowy times like these to be
fierce and to show mercy toward others, both are acts of immense
bravery and greatest necessity. Struggling souls catch light from other
souls who are fully lit and willing to show it. If you would help to calm
the tumult, this is one of the strongest things you can d.o
.
...There will always be times in the midst of "success right around
the corner, but as yet still unseen" when you feel discouraged. I
too have felt despair many times in my life, but I do not keep a chair
for it; I will not entertain it. It is not allowed to eat from my plate.
The reason is this: In my uttermost bones I know something, as do you.
It is that there can be no despair when you remember why you came to Earth,
who you serve, and who sent you here.
The good words we say and the good deeds we do are not ours: They are
the words and deeds of the One who brought us here. In that spirit, I
hope you will write this on your wall: When a great ship is in harbor
and moored, it is safe, there can be no doubt. But ... that is not what
great ships are built for.
...This comes with much love and prayer that you remember who you came
from, and why you came to this beautiful, needful Earth.
Clarissa Pinkola Estés, Ph.D.
Dr. Estés is a psychoanalyst; Member Hispanic Journalists; Post-trauma
specialist, Columbine High School and community, since massacre, 1999-2003;
Board member: Author's Guild, New York..
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